do these structures do?
seems to take on a see-saw phase, where you have no idea why you are being
tossed around by destiny. Things seem to collapse around you. Structures
and pillars that were your support systems suddenly seem to be pulled
out from under you. You go through phases of your life which you would
rather never repeat.
In separation one does not realize that everything is unity and therefore placing ourself as separate entities. You may have chosen to experience the hurt of what your friends went through. Understanding that hurt and what rejection feels. The experience, once completed thereafter resolve the entire situation without any kind of selfflagellation. There is no good and there is no bad. It's just that one is caught in a game of separation.
In these experiences there is a feeling of disorientation. Life seems topsy turvy? Where is one to go and how to get into control? The actual physical symptoms in the second light body activations, are very flu like . Fever which may not register, and yet one feels feverish. With eyes burning and tired all the time. The first light body activations also gave the same feelings. Exaggerated, the symptoms are now magnified as there is even greater infusion of light.
comes with second activation which is wonderful. Questions of "Who
am I? Why am I here? What is this universe? What part do I play in this
universe?" Earlier you had lived your life as though you were the
universe and everything centered on you. Suddenly you begin to question
"Who am I? Is this the only relationship with my mother?Is there
something beyond? What is the purpose of my living? Why have I come here
to live my 60 years and disappear? " Questions start appearing,
know about "soul" we do not recognize "Spirit".
For the first time we are not looking at soul, we are looking at Spirit. "What is my connection to Spirit? Am I Spirit? If so, then what is Spirit?" Questions come into the lower mind for the very first time with the light body activation on the second level.
this recognition, the spin of your emotional, mental and spiritual bodies